Today was a total waste. But it's nearly over now so TV and back to bed

I am just tense and there is nothing for it but giving up and going to bed. I have had Cokes and pasta and leftover Mexican food and milk and cookies and pain pills and caffeine pills and a back rub, and just nothing works today.

Another half an hour or so, and I can quit pretending to be an adult. I'll try to do something useful tomorrow.